Rabu, 10 Juni 2009
a compicated day
this is really story. i am very sad today because i have just lost my best friend. because something problem. every day i always write the story about him in my diary. and all of my mistake in the last time. i wouldn't like to leave in this condition and change with the new condition. what to be don't? that all occur in my live. i wanna cry in my heart, i wanna pray in my mind and only a few people know my burden. nightmare always accompany me in the mid night and tell me about the secret. my eye cant close and make me curious. i dont have heart to hurt him, but i must undertake my secret promise. i dont wanna share with another people because that is very embarrassing. i know my friend that this is very heavy for you but also me. Do you know that I always think how to have apologize with you, but if you refuse my apologize, i dont mind. i hope you will get all of your dreams and i hope you are happy wherever and whenever.